"Our prayers may be awkward. Our attempts may be feeble. But since the power of prayer is in the one who hears it and not in the one who says it, our prayers do make a difference.” – Max Lucado 2018 was my first year doing the "Pray For Your Future Spouse Challenge." I was... Continue Reading →
06/25/19 Dear Future Husband, Yooooooo. If you every wanna here a funny story puhleeeeeeeeease ask my parents how they met! lol It was HILARIOUS to hear them trying figure it out and iron out the details. My mom said one event, my dad said another. My mom shaking her head at my dad, my dad... Continue Reading →
02/16/19 Dear Future Husband, I took myself to see Brian McKnight for Valentines day (yea I said myself and yea I said for Valentines Day). I wanted to go on a date. I wanted to see him in concert. You not around so......I made it happen. It was my first solo concert, my first time... Continue Reading →
Dear Future Husband, So today one of the assistant coaches came to practice with a flat tire. One of the other assistant coaches volunteered to change the flat if she had a spare. The girl didn't know if she had one but said she’d look. It was a whole process to get to that tire.... Continue Reading →
12/18/18 Dear Future Husband, You know I've never really been one to just go and do things alone, but today I decided to dress up and take myself out on an impromptu date. Not that it's a big deal though. People grab a bite to eat alone or go to the movies alone all... Continue Reading →
3/14/19 Dear Future Husband, I haven't really asked you to come through in a while, because I've been good living my best life. And I hope you're doing the same. But it'd be great if you could just pop up real quick this summer. Not to get married. Or to start dating. We don't... Continue Reading →
On a scale of 1 - 100 (1 being anti-social and 100 being a social butterfly), my social skills are probably at like a -5. So meeting someone new, trying to build a relationship, and flirting the whole "chase" thing...yea it's all confusing to me. I mean I may be over thinking this, but can we attempt consistent communication. Spend some QUALITY time together. Or at the very least let me know what you tryna do and what you are and aren't ready for so we both on the same page and not wasting time. Is that too much to ask? Am I over thinking this? I can’t be the only one lost and confused right? What are your thoughts??? Let me know!!!
Loving someone who doesn't love you back is really an emotional roller coaster. But how can someone love you.....How can you love someone...if you don't know how to love...if you don't love yourself..if you don't know how to be loved? A lesson I am learning daily. Loving others. Loving my-self. As imperfect as I am. As God created me and loves me unconditionally...